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Falling out of L4D

Mon Feb 1, 2010, 9:51 PM
  • Mood: Rejected
  • Watching: Criminal Minds
Sorry- this might turn into a rant...

God, I love that game, I really do. Left 4 Dead is one of my favorite games EVA.

But...

*sighs* I dunno...

It's been acting up, I can't play without lagging and I LOVE playing with my boyfriend and our friend Hunter.

And the people on there are ASSHOLES. JUST FLAT OUT, FUCKING ASSHOLES!

Since I can't really play online with my love, I tried playing verses. I barely play as infected so I figure I could practice and get better. I won't get better unless I play.

But every time I try to play, they kick me or curse me- I just can't believe how racist and sexist people on Left 4 Dead are. I was just playing recently...

This child much younger than me and this nerdy sounding bastard.. They heard me talk then they started dissing me how women shouldn't play games like this and that they should just get back in the kitchen. Then they kept using the "n" word and I REALLY. REALLY hate that word. So I POLITELY asked them to stop and they didn't and they called me "n" word loving and shit like that. They complained about where I spawned even when I KILLED a survivor and they kept saying I was a "fucking moron" and they kept telling me to make them fucking sandwiches and shit like that. They hated me- I BARELY even started to play too.

So I incapacitated the one that was pissing me off and left...

I've been kicked many times from games JUST because I'm a girl, I sound young, I can't play that well- I'm TRYING. But if they keep kicking me out of every server I get into, I can't practice at all...

I love that game, but I'm starting not to play because of the fucking people on... I can't enjoy the game if they're cursing at me and making me cry-

And I know I shouldn't listen to those bastards. They're gonna go to hell shortly. But it hurts to know that I can't defend myself against them because I don't know what to say or they keep cutting me off... I hope that doesn't make me pathetic.

So whoever that fucking bastard was who wanted a sandwich- go make it your fucking self or go find yourself a skinny whore that will make you your crustless peanut butter sandwich, you son of a bitch. 'cause I'm NOT gonna do it.

:blackrose:
Whitney

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  • Current Residence: home
  • Interests: drawing, singin' and story writing, roleplaying
  • Favourite movie: ZOMBIELAAAND~
  • Favourite band or musician: Whutevah- I don't have one.
  • Favourite genre of music: rock, heavy metal... ones that scream. xD;
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  • Shell of choice: Sand Star.
  • Wallpaper of choice: Psh, wallpaper I have: My lover and I
  • Skin of choice: none
  • Favourite game: LOZ: Twilight Princess
  • Favourite gaming platform: Wii
  • Favourite cartoon character: Bolt.
  • Personal Quote: "I'll take your word for it" "Evil but cute ;3"
  • Tools of the Trade: Pencil, paper, tablet, computer, colored pencils

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Comments


:iconmarisolace:
No need to thank me, Whitney. It's Olivia. xD

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狂っているーそうだろう?
:iconanimation2:
Oph- XDD

Did not know that. Now I do. C= XD

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It is the warm, soft, soothing feeling you get when someone you love cradles you in their comforting arms. The way your heart skips a beat when you see them and they always have a special way of pulling you close, and taking your breath away....
:iconanimation2:
Welcome. ^w^

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It is the warm, soft, soothing feeling you get when someone you love cradles you in their comforting arms. The way your heart skips a beat when you see them and they always have a special way of pulling you close, and taking your breath away....
:iconpanda69680102:
Thanks for the other fav. Hope you get feeling well, and good luck with your tablet. Have you tried looking online for the drivers? Or the website from the company it is from? Sometime the online tech people will help you get them.

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:iconanimation2:
Welcome.

And I'm feeling better. ^^
And my tablet is somewhat starting to work again. XD; But thank you. ^^

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It is the warm, soft, soothing feeling you get when someone you love cradles you in their comforting arms. The way your heart skips a beat when you see them and they always have a special way of pulling you close, and taking your breath away....
:iconpanda69680102:
I am glad to hear that.

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:iconpanda69680102:
Hey thanks for the fav. If you like that one maybe you might like to check out the other floral pics in my gallery. The link is here...>> [link] :D

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:iconanimation2:
Welcome. ^^

I'll check it out then. C=

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It is the warm, soft, soothing feeling you get when someone you love cradles you in their comforting arms. The way your heart skips a beat when you see them and they always have a special way of pulling you close, and taking your breath away....
:iconpanda69680102:
ok cool. :)

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